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What is sesshin and what happens during an intensive retreat?
Sesshin translates as “touching the heart‐mind.” It’s a deep dive into silence and stillness—an intensive Zen retreat lasting anywhere from a weekend to a week (sometimes longer). Participants slip into a tightly structured schedule that leaves little room for daydreaming or digital distractions—perfect for these swipe-left, swipe-right times when phones rule the roost.
Days begin around 4:30 a.m., rising to the muted chime of a bell. Zazen (seated meditation) follows immediately, eyes half-open, spine straight. Nearly every hour, there’s kinhin (walking meditation), a slow-motion dance that marries movement with mindfulness. Meals arrive as oryoki—precision bowls, quiet servings, mindful chewing. No small talk. Just the gentle scrape of utensils and the collective hum of full attention.
Silence is the golden thread woven through each moment. Words are limited to dokusan—private interviews with the teacher—where questions or breakthroughs get a discreet airing. Even chores are sacred: sweeping, washing dishes, carrying water. It’s samu in action, a way to scrub away the mental clutter that’s hard to wash out in everyday life.
Sleep is precious and brief. Lights out by 9 p.m., the heart still spinning with thoughts that can’t quite catch up. Yet, somehow, by day three or four, that mental chatter begins to fade. Reports from recent retreats at places like Tassajara or Ryōgen-in in Kyoto suggest many hit a proverbial wall—only to discover that “the wall” is a kind of treasure chest filled with raw awareness.
Modern mindfulness apps can’t hold a candle to this. In an age of buzzing notifications and TikTok Zen bites, sesshin stands out as the real McCoy—a rigorous, barefoot plunge into what it means to just sit, breathe, and wake up. By the end, even the simplest cup of tea tastes like an epiphany.